for all those who want to quit

you know life isnt always great, some days i think to my self
"days like this is the reason why i should be dead."
But then i realize, "that is what they want you to do, Doubt yourself"

see every thing happens for a reason
but some times those moments are the reason why you doubt your self
All the bad things that you hold onto is the reason why you aren't getting to the level you want

People say You need to forget the past, but some times its not that easy.
the things in my past haunts me every day, maybe i should have done this, maybe i should have quit a long time ago, why do the things i am doing now?
that last question is the reason why people fail.

The first and last time i asked Why am i doing this?
i left the sport i have worked my whole life for.

now this isn't about my past
this is about something that has bothered about this new school

People are mad with themselves because they aren't starting or are not performing to their expectations
when people start going down the road of depression, i just want to screem
"ITS OK JUST KEEP CALM AND FORGET ABOUT THE PAST"
Because If you live in the past you WILL not be anybody, as soon as you forget the past no matter how good or bad you are, you will be nothing.

as soon as you forget the past and start preparing for the future
and have the drive to succeed you will be great,
but that's not it, you have to have the need to get better to prove you and the people from the past that said you cant that they were wrong.
because there will always be someone better than you, and if you think that there is absolutly no one your wrong because there is always one person.
YOU
The only person that is stopping you is yourself.

Today i will be a better man