for me to say what i have in mind of the future, i cant say anything. just because i have the fear that keeps me from doing many things. the fear inside of me hurts most when im around people. my biggest fear isnt so big but its just something that.
the thing i fear most is letting everyone down. i always feel like no matter what i do i feel like im letting my parents down. and the past with me getting cut just seeing my dads face when he got home its just devastating. and now more than ever i have a chance for bowling for a school and it still feels like i will let the whole team down mostly the coach for when i go and just lose everything that i learned in the past. another thing about leaving for this school is that im leaving all of my friends behind and never seen them again. if only i did what i planed out of high school i would have been just fine but i just had to meet great people.
Dude, we'll keep in contact. I still hang out every now and then with friends from UMKC. You're not gonna disappoint me. My friendship with you isn't based on your performance at bowling or anything else.
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