depression

lets say i wasnt depressed all the time, maybe i could ask girls on dates, or maybe had the guts to try my hardest at everything like i actually had a chance when i dont. see depression sucks, the feeling of people always bringing you down and kicking you while your out, to feel unloved in a world that has no hatred. to see some one that might be just a little more cooler pick on some one that doesnt no how to stand up for themselves, makes me feel so much hatred to that person. to think that all teen suicides have been all because some one picked on a kid a little to much, brings teers to my eyes to think that they have put up with everything they have been through to make the choice to take their lifes. even though they have been through a lot i just want to let people i have been through all of that i will never forget the names of all the kids that have picked on me. and sometimes depression is not all about the bulling some are just some bad decisions. but i wont depress every one but once you find the thing that brings you spirit up stay with it and forget the past