Wednesday, February 9, 2011
to be unknown
to be unknown is not a choice but yet a way of social anxiety, to walk in the halls and feel like everyone talks shit about how you look, to see people interact with other people while you sit on the side, wondering how it feels to have someone care the same way you do. but yet you come to reality and just feel alone while you check your facebook and realize that you have no life. to expect a little red bubble to apear on you page every time you long on, but yet life isnt that way, only you can make a change, dont waite for it. that was my mistake even though it is still the same only i can make the bad feelings go away.
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Hm. I know this feeling. It's happened to me many times, whether it was after a move or when I first started going to each of the schools I've been to.
ReplyDeleteI don't think people talk bad about how you look...and if they do, why care? If they're so quick to judge you because of your clothes without knowing you, they're probably not someone you want to hang out with.
In the times when I've felt like the Unknown, the thing that got me out of it was my relationship with Jesus. He's the one who values me, who designed my body and my mind and my personality, and then died on the cross so I could be his friend. He's always there, he'll never leave, and He'll never let me (or anyone else who trusts in Him) down.
I want you to know that I count you as a friend, and I think you're one of the coolest guys I know.